Cosmo girl

After reading my Cosmo magazine (thanks Jeny!!!) i have come to the conclusion that i am acting desperate and possibly needy. Not when i am out, but when i get home. I am over analyzing and driving myself crazy! It is hard when other suitors are lighting up my phone and the one i want to call- doesn't. So- i decided Friday to just 'chill' and it seems to be working in my favor. I saw mr hottie on friday night and he phoned today after his golfing. i am busy with another tax audit and work but really need to get studying for the boards. So----this week it is nose to the grindstone!!!! Focus!

Houston Photos

HOUSTON!!! HEre are some of my photos. The first i took at miller outdoor park for the motown review. Flinn eating chocolate. THen the butterfly exhibit @ the Houston Museum. Jeny and the girls at the game. Enjoy!

Third Date's a Charm

So. I had a GREAT weekend away from it all in Houston. Lots of fun! I will post pictures when i get home from work. But here are the other juicy stories. Called mr hottie from the airport Friday. Left msg regarding planning a golf outing. He phoned back friday night and left msg saying he was in for golf, whenever! So...goood start. I however, always the aggressor? (when did i totally take that role) texted him on Tuesday a.m. to see if he wanted dinner that night following my arrival in the city. He called and confirmed the dinner. Yeah! Flight was very turbulent as we neared Chicago. Ugh... my stomach was queezy! But i managed to meet up @ his place at 7 pm. (i waited in the lobby for him to come down) then we walked over to a sushi place he had never been to but somehow i, yes me again, knew about. He loved it! So did I! We walked back to his place hand in hand, and i finally got the kiss!!!! Now i wait for his next move. I have come to the conclusion that he is shy or really slow.

Work Dinner

I didn't hear from Mr. Hottie all week (well, one text on Wednesday) and i showed up to his dinner meeting tonight. It was weird at first. No contact. And of course, i made the first move. We chatted a little, joked around. He remembered i was leaving this weekend and asked me about my plans. I was sure to mention that i was visiting my girlfriend who is married with kids!!! Just in case he thought i was meeting some boy or partying it up with boys! Then i had to leave early to do surgery tonight (what a bummer) so he told me he would call me later. Well, i did my surgery and finished to find he texted me. the text said something like thanks for coming, sorry for not spending more time with me, have a great time in houston and give me a call when have some free time. So - i called him on my way home! We talked for exactly 5 minutes and he was kinda quick to get off the phone but he did say to call him next week when i am back in town. So faithful readers.... where do i stand? Does he like me? is he this slow with his program? UGH!!! he does things that make me think he likes me but then again i am not too sure. feedback!!!!

Date night

HEre is the latest.... I had tickets to the minor league baseball game tonight. Opening night! It's the company's seats well..... i was going from work, so this morning i planned out my day and packed my clothes. In the north country, the weather is so variable at this time of the year that i had to pack a TON of stuff! my day was hectic and i thought we would meet before the 7 pm game for dinner but that didn't happen. In fact, he texted me around 5:30 to let me know he would be later than 6 and would text when he left chicago (apparently he went home after work) So- i show up to the park @ 6:30 and was in the parking lot gathering up all my stuff when he called and said he was a few minutes away. So - he parked next to me and we went in. Long story short...we talked and had a great time! He put his hand on my knee as we snuggled under his jacket on our laps ( it was kinda chilly). Aw... it was nice. He is interesting. afterwards, i made him stay for fireworks. Then we went out to our cars and hugged again ( i kissed/pecked him on his check) and we parted ways. No set plans for a second date yet, but he did jester towards that idea. of course, i am already seeing him for a work function on friday. WE just texted all the way home too! Dating in 2009! facebook and text messaging

P.s. here is my medical deal: excessive moisture in my armpits( right more than left) and now the bald spot. I googled it and thryoid issues can cause these things...so last week i had a full, complete blood panel done. ALL NORMAL!!!! Everything.... including glucose and cholestrol (and i ate breakfast that day!!!) so--- i guess this is normal!!!! What?

OMG!

Got a call from mr Hottie tonight. I met him for dinner....we were the last people to leave!!! Went fairly well. He had golfed 36 holes and was a little tired. I got a hug! And we are meeting up again tomorrow. I was trying to play it "cool". YIKES!!!

troubles in little china

i had a disappointing day yesterday. really struggled with my situation. golf was cancelled due to weather related problems....the course was flooded! and i didn't have anything else planned for the day. I was suppose to golf all day, get drunk and pass out at 8:30!! So, it was rough. cried a little. took a nap. and tried to resurrect my evening. i showered and met a girlfriend for a cocktail. while i am sitting at the bar with her, i realize that my other problem has returned! I have lost more hair. WTF???? why does this keep happening to me? Totally devastating!!!!! luckily it is not in a very obvious spot. Where does that hair go? i never see it or find it. it's enough loss that i should! oh well....today is family day and then tomorrow is MONDAY!!!!